The Library

Subject: Re: The Library Sun Aug 15, 2010 7:33 pm

I smiled to her.
'How do you feel?' I asked. I knew how to help her, but there were a lot of graduated doctors here.

Subject: Re: The Library Sun Aug 15, 2010 7:34 pm

"I feel... Funny, drained...sleepy...."

Subject: Re: The Library Sun Aug 15, 2010 7:45 pm

'You can sleep' I said as I put my finger down her chin to sence her heart

Subject: Re: The Library Sun Aug 15, 2010 7:46 pm

"Wait..." I whispered. "I have something to tell you.... But, I don't know if I should..."

Subject: Re: The Library Sun Aug 15, 2010 7:55 pm

'Tell me' I said.

Subject: Re: The Library Mon Aug 16, 2010 10:22 am

((sorry you guys I gotta drop.))

Subject: Re: The Library Mon Aug 16, 2010 11:40 am

((Why???

))

"I...I..." sleep consumed me before I could finish my sentence...

Subject: Re: The Library Mon Aug 16, 2010 12:05 pm

I bit my lip and stroked her hair as she slept

Subject: Re: The Library Mon Aug 16, 2010 12:06 pm

**Sleeping**

Subject: Re: The Library Mon Aug 16, 2010 12:24 pm

we finally arrived to the hospital and Leah was carried to a room.

Subject: Re: The Library Mon Aug 16, 2010 1:07 pm

**Sleeping/Dreaming**

Subject: Re: The Library Mon Aug 16, 2010 3:45 pm

I waited till the doctors told me it was ok for me to come inside

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 11:11 am

I finally woke up. To be in the hospital. I looked around, trembling and hyperventilating. I started to pull the wires from my arm.

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 7:16 pm

'What the hell are you doing?!' I said as I quickly called the nurse and arranged the wires myself. 'Dont be like that' I asked as I took her hands so that she wouldnt continue

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 7:19 pm

"What...? Where am I? Why am I here? I hate being in the hospital...."

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 7:37 pm

'I know you do' I replied as the nurse helped me 'But you were bleeding too much'

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 7:38 pm

"Oh, that," I said sadly and looked down.

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 8:00 pm

'Why did you do that?' I asked as I sat down again

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 8:13 pm

"I... I was upset...."

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 8:22 pm

'You shouldnt worry about me' I said understanding 'You know who I am...'

Subject: Re: The Library Tue Aug 17, 2010 8:23 pm

"I do worry about you," I said. "And, no, August, I don't know who you are."

Subject: Re: The Library Wed Aug 18, 2010 7:31 pm

'So its coincidence that after I told you I wasnt going to stop smoking, you instantly cut yourself?' I asked, angry

Subject: Re: The Library Wed Aug 18, 2010 9:00 pm

"I couldn't handle the pain from it!" I yelled angrily. "I -- unlike some people -- don't want you to die. I care about you. And, if you don't want to believe me then fine. But, I don't want you to expect me to sit back and relax while you slowly kill yourself. I don't want you to die, August. I care about you. A lot."

Subject: Re: The Library Thu Aug 19, 2010 5:44 pm

'Ok, I will give up smoking' I said looking directly at her eyes'Happy now?'

Subject: Re: The Library Thu Aug 19, 2010 5:55 pm

"I don't know. I don't want you to be pissed at me for the rest of your life." I was happy by the thought of that. But, I knew he wasn't.