The Library

'People are each day more and more blind' I explained 'Time is running out'

"August, please...." I whispered brokenly.

'I cant' I said as I stood up 'Im Sorry Leah'

I let my head bow down and nodded, "Okay." I wasn't going to fight him on this.

'Dont be mad at me' I asked as I went back with Sofi

I didn't say a thing. I got up and started walking. Not really sure where, but I was walking anywhere but here. I needed to ease the internal pain.

I passed my hands through my hair frustrated.

'Everything ok?' I asked August. He seemed worried.

I said 'No' with my head.
'She cant stand me to smoke' I explained

I gave another puff and let the smoke out. I wasnt going to answer that.

I walked into my house, too frustrated and hurt to notice what I was doing before I saw it. Blood was dripping down my wrist. Slowly I forgot about the August thing and cried out in pain against the fact that I just cut myself. I didn't remember really doing it, all I remember was hurt. And, now the internal pain was replaced with the external pain.

I heared a scream and kinda thought it was Leah.
You ok? I texted

I sat beside August and turned off my cigarette

Well no hot guys here...her thought trailed off as she saw someone she could be into..ugh cell phone out after that scream has a girlfriend...Great

I looked at my phone, but didn't respond. I sliced the blade across my wrist one more time and cried out, louder yet. Once more, louder. One last time, louder. The blood flowed easily down my arm, and down my sleeve, staining my yellow shirt.

She didnt answer so I stood up and went to look for her

I looked at him confused, but followed him, knowing that he might need help.

I sank slowly to the floor, crying. I ran my fingers through the crimson, and cried harder. But, because of how much pain I was in, I didn't have room in my head to think of August dying.

I just sat at the table and took out my phone and texted my lover boy. Meet me at the library?

I runned to her. Blood was everywhere.
'Leah!' I shouted as I went closer to her.

I picked my phone and called an ambulance.

I cried more and I saw August. I couldn't really hear what he had said, but it sounded roughly like my name. I looked at the blood again...

I heard the ambulance coming heading in the way the others ran off. "what the hell?" She said out loud. She took off running, before she knew what she was doing.

I kissed her forehead and looked at the ambulance.

I talk to the driver and they put Leah on a bed.

I felt something touch my forehead. And, I saw something that looked like August. I was slipping away, I could feel it. But, I held onto something, the same something that made me like August. I had to stay, and I would.

wait I think I know that girl from class? She thought to herself. oh shoot what was her name Leah or something like that. I ran up to the girl that was talking to the driver, 'what happened to her?"

'I think she cut herself' I said as I light a cigarrete.

'Everything will be ok' I promised to Leah as she was beeing carried..

I used my had to make the cig. smoke move away from me, "Oh man that is terrible."

"August?" I whispered, hoping he was here with me. I couldn't see a thing. I knew I wasn't going to die, but, I might pass out. I could feel it.

'Im right here' We were going to the hospital, by Ambulance.

I smiled leisurely, sheepishly. "Hi..."