Romantic Moments

I came in relectuntly holding my cell phone close to my chest waiting for Connie to reply hoping she would come bring me home, or send Will to bring me home. I know how Will is when there is a vagina, or two involved.

i showed her the room she could stay in tonight. it had a king size bed and the walls were a dark blue. it had its own bathroom with a shower.

I didn't want to stay for the night so I waited for Connie as I thanked him and sat on the bed.

"Im gonna go make diner....anything in particular you want me to make?"

I shook my head no. I just wanted my bed that had all the good memories in it and my best friend.

I will always be here for you....and I mean it....if you want Will to be the father... I started to tear up. He can be....

No that will make everything complicated. I can't do that to youu and I can't do that to the kids. He will always be the father, that is something I can't change. That's something that yesterday would hjave brought me joy with, but youu are pregnant too with his child and don't get me wrong I'm still not okaii with it, but youu are my best friend I texted her back. I hit send then I forgot to say something so I quickly texted her back again Can youu come get me or make Will come get me? I just want my bed. I need to be comfortable and my bed smells like Will still, that's all I need. I know Will will say yes to youu if youu ask. Wait did youu two make your baby in that bed?

No...it was at my place...I'll have will go get you.... I looked at Will. "Baby....Ashely is at Andrew's place....she wants you to go and pick her up and take her home..."

"okay" i walked away and went to make an itailan meal.

Oh thank God I texted her back Get him to text me when he is on his way please. I called to Andrew. I'm going to go home. Will is coming to pick me up in a bit.

"oh." i said. i stopped getting stuff out.....i went to my room and started writing again.....it was one of the things i did when i felt hurt....

Ok..... I kissed him back. "Ok I will."

I was numb I just lost the love of my life because he doesn't love me anymore and now my bestfriend is with him and her ex boyfriend is trying to pick me up. My life was a mess. Not to mention the 2 little babies I am bringing into this world without a father. I held my stomach. Okay....?

i played classical music when i wrote. i closed my door so i could shut out the world.

I heard Andrew shut the door I hope I didn't make youu mad I texted him. I just need to be alone right now and I hit send. I got Connie's text and replied Okaii and hit send. I grabbed my iPod out of my purse put on my head phones then walked outside. I sat on the front porch to wait for Will.

my phone was off. i didnt want to hear from anyone. i just wanted to write.....

I listened to Eminem's new CD as I waited for him.

i was going to have to back read this later but i didnt care. i was writing out my emotions.

"I'll go get her." I got out and walked over to Ashely. "Sweetie were here." I helped her up and opened the back door for her and helped her in. I got in the car and we drove back to their apartment.

i lived a lonely life....i herd that some people called me a hermit.....but why should they judge my life? im a novelist for goodness sake.

I sat in silence I felt like I was going to puke. I held onto the leter Will left me in my poket and then I said Will youu might want to pull over. I began to gag holding my mouth.

i stopped when my stomach was yelling at me.