Romantic Moments

We got to the doctors and the doctor put a dopler to my stomach then told me to go downstairs for an ultrasound When we got into the elevator I said that is weird. Do youu wanna come in with me for this?

"Sure." i told her.

We went in and I saw my baby. Wait no! BABIES! What the fuck I yelled

"Its called twins, ashely."

I'm having TWINS!! Oh my GOD!!! I fucking HATE him!! The technition handed me the ulrasound picture OH MY GOD!! I need to go home now. I'm going to puke!

when we got outside i whisled for a taxi.

The taxi came and I got into it numbly I texted Connie Uhh your baby is going to have a sister and a brother or a sister and a sister or a brother and a brother

i told the driver my address. ashley needed to get away from her apt.

Your having twins?! I looked at Will. "Ash is having twins..."

Promise me Connie, he can't know. These are my babies, after what he did to us I don't need him fucking with my babies lives anymore than he has. I hit send. Andrew, what the hell am I going to do?

I texted Will Look the babies aren't yours ... I've been sleeping around for a while. Youu missed the first doctors apointment and ultrasound ... I'm having twins and I'm 15 weeks.

I climbed ontop of him and straddled his lap. "Please lets not talk about this anymore. She says that they are not yours they are not yours." I took his hands and put them on my stomach. "Concentrate on me and my baby. She doesnt want you or your help. I do. I want you, I need you....We need you." I looked down at him.

"Just take it day by day and let me help you. ok?"

Sounds like a plan to me I said. I was wondering where we were going. I needed to go home. I need to sleep. I need my bed that smells like Will, because I will always love him. Where are we going I asked as I pulled out my phone and texted Connie, Take care of Will for me will you? I will always love him, and my heart will always be his. This will just make things easier on youu if he is there for youu and your baby. I hit send and hoped she wouldn't be mad that I still love him.

"We are going to my place. you need to be away from your apartment for a day or two" the driver stopped and let us out in front of my house.

But but but but but .... no I have to go to bed ... I have to go home ... the tears started swelling up in my eyes again. I need to be able to see Connie if she wants to see me.

"Please humor me. Connie knows very well where i live."

Okaii. I said But I really want to go home. I stood there almost crying and texted her back This is a pretty messed up love square if I do say so myself. I don't know what I'm going to do without Will but I know youu need to feel loved. Andrew took me to his place but I want to go home. Andrew is here for me right now, and youu are here for me over texts but this hurts ConStar it really does.

i showed her my home.