Romantic Moments

"I would rather not be reminded that i dated her ashely...." i said softly.

Okaii if youu are going to be around me there are a few rules 1. Connie is my best friend don't say shiit about her. And that's all I can think of right now I said laughing. Oh my God I laughed.

I layed on him and put my head on his chest. I kissed him again softly. "Please dont cry."

"I didnt say crap about her. im just saying i would not like to remember i dated her, ok?"

I texted her again He doesn't hate youu, he couldn't. I mean look at youu. Youu are my best fucking friend for life. Lets go through this together ConStar

Okay okay I said outloud as tears filled my eyes and I texted Connie. What;s that gunna do to us?

I dont know.... I got up and called the clinic and canceled the appointment. I went back to Will. "Please dont cry I canceled the appointment. I'm here. I love you."

(ok just after I post)


"I do know it. I believe you when you say you love me. I can see it in the way you look at me."

I didnt know what she wanted me to do....did she want me to hold her?......i needed her to tell me what she needed...

I started crying harder and curled into his shoulder. I don't know what I'm going to do. Will and I aren't even broken up yet, he is telling me he still loves me but he doesn't answer my texts back. And Connie just told me that she doesn't know what this is going to do to us. She is suposed to be my best friend. I cried and texted her back I guess youu didn't mean it when youu said best friends forever. Let me know when youu are ready to put your longest friend before her boyfriend. I hit send

i wrapped my arms loosley around her.

I snuggled into him. This was too much for me. I picked up my phone and called my doctor. My appointment was set for this afternoon at 4pm. Andrew if Connie won't come with me would youu mind coming to my doctors appointment with me? I don't want to do this alone. I have a doctor's appointment at 4 youu are still invited to come I hit send.;

"Ill come Ashely even if she does go"

I snuggled right into him now, my whole body pressed to his, I held my tummy and said Thank youu, this is going to be tough. It's Dad won't be there for it.

what she didnt know was that part of the reason i left connie was because i had fallen for her.....if she let me id be the kids dad...i loved her that much...

I calmed myself. Is everything okaii?

"Im fine. I can make you something if your hungry"

Thank youu Andrew but I ate at Subway. I smiled. He was a sweetie for sure. I texted Connie back I understand, I have to raise mine by myself and that is okaii. I told him that the baby isn't his lol. The apointment is in half an hour do youu want to come here and we will all go together?