Romantic Moments

i had my cell on but i was hoping no one called or texted me. i was getting back to writing.

I went looking through my phone of people I could call. I knew I had to call my doctor but now wasn't the time. I saw Andrew's number Heey I need to see youu about the slut I still call my best friend. I hit send.I was sobbing now. She isn't a slut. It was probably Will's fault. What was I doing>

i got her text. i texted back.


im home....but come over and talk....ill listen.

I don't even know where youu live, meet me at the park on third. I knew I shouldn't but I texted Connie Ha I'm going to see Andrew now. So uhmm what happened. How did this all happen?

i saved what i had written and then shut my laptop down. i went to the park she was talking about.

im at the water fountian.

HOW?! Why were youu drinking with him in the first place? I got his text and texted back Almost there. I got there and I was still crying.

when i saw her it looked like she had been crying....i gave her a hug....

I took the hug back and I started crying harder.

i held her and let her cry. she'd tell me what was up when she was ready.

I'm pregnant. I sobbed. And.Connie.Is.Too.With.Will;s.Baby

I looked at him and cried. When he was gone I whispered. "I do want you." I walked out and walked home I was crying so hard I couldnt see where I was going.

i held her tight....."Ill be here for you Ashely.....all you have to do is call and ill book it to wherever you are so i can listen or be someone to hug you...." i told her.

i would never lie to Ashely....."I dumpped connie because i was sick of her drama and i found out she cheating on with other guys......." i said softly..

I looked at him, yeaah and one of those guys happened to be the guy that I am having a baby with.

I got in and held my purse close to me. I looked straight out the window. I knew he didnt love me or even want me. He was only doing this because I was pregnant. "If you take me to the free clinic I will go and scedule to have an aborition. I know you dont want me or this baby."

(WOWS lol)

I just looked at him.

"Ashely ive never lied to you..and im going to start lying to you. whenever you need me just call, ok? i want to be here for you..."

Thank you. I'm just hurting right now, my bestfriend and my boyfriend? She is 3 months pregnant Andrew. I started crying harder I was only out of town for one night.

i just kept hugging her....it was the best i could do until i had something good to say.

I cried and cried and then sat on the grass.

i sat down next to her...i wouldnt touch her unless she wanted me too...