Romantic Moments

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 1:20 am

I just cried.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 1:29 am

"I do want you. I love you.But I love Ashley. And you both are pregnant with my kids. I wish there was an easier solution to this. And no I don't want you to get an abortion. That would be rude and I would be a killer and I want both of my kids. Yours and Ashley's. And I want both of you guys. But I know I can't have that. I just wish there was an easier solution that is all.... I have always had hidden feelings for you but mine for Ashley have always been stronger. You guys each bring out a different side of me and I like it. But I never thought it would come to this. I am losing not only the love of my life but my best friend. And I am losing you to." I said with a sad face. I had to pull over because I was starting to cry again. Why was this happening to me. Why did I have to get drunk. It was all a mistake. And I promised myself to never get caught up in Connie Drama and I have. and now I am paying the consquence for it.

Guest

"Just stay away from me. If you want to see the baby after its born then I will let you. I dont need child support. I dont want anything from you." I got out of the car and ran away.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 1:34 am

i needed Connie. Look I know youu probably are exstatic that youu are having Will's baby, I know I was, but we need to talk.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 1:39 am

"Great now what was I going to do" I said out loud to myself. I went home and I sat on the couch. I couldn't even bare to be here knowing that Ashley would never be here with me again. I decided to go to my cottage. I packed some clothes and left a note for ashley.

If you come back here for some reason or to get your stuff. I am at the cottage you know the cottage number and my cell. I will talk to you if you would like to talk. I tried to talk to Connie. But she doesn't want anything to do with me. And she just rambled on and on. But anyways I would like to talk to yo if possible. I understand why you are leaving and that is fine it will be something that I will have to live with as much as I don't want to because I am losing my best friend and the love of my life. I just wish that we could work something out.
Hope to hear from you, but if not I understand.
Love (yes I still love you) Xavier.
I signed my name on it and I picked up my bag and I left. I left the cottage number and my cell on it just in case. I got into my truck and I drove away. I really couldn't stand being here either. Memories just came flooding in. But it was better here than at the house. I sat on the bed and I cried...I don't think I would ever stop crying until Ashley was back in my arms and I don't think that that is ever going to happen.

Guest

I'm not talking to him....I hate him for doing this to me...to us....

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 1:47 am

I got up. I need to go home. I need sleep. Thanks Andrew. I bent down and gave him a hug. My phone went off. I can't hate him, I love him. I'm going home if youu want to meet me there. I walked home and found the note. I texted him I will always love youu but youu hurt me, our child and our child's sibling and my best fucking friend youu scum. How could youu do this to us? HOW?! I was gone for one fucking night to see my dying MOTHER. HOW?! oh and as for working something out? I'll see youu in court. I hit send and didn't care.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 1:52 am

---> text to Ashley. If that is how you really want it to be then let it be like that. I will get to see my child though and I will pay you support I promise. I will do whatever I can for that child and to make that child happy.

--> Text to Connie. You are probably going to be with Ashley. But I was just hoping that maybe we could talk this over. I really want to talk to you and as of right now Ashley wants nothing to do with me and wants to see me in court. So please can we talk whenever you are available.

Guest

I'm going to have an abortion. I'm sorry for hurting you.I sent that to Ashley. I'm having an abortion. I dont want this baby growing up knowing that their daddy hates their mommy. I'm sorry I messed everything up with you and Ash. I sent that to William. I went home and called the free clinic and sceduled an appointment for the next day.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 1:58 am

Dude don't do that! I texted her back. We can be pregnant together just like we planned and our kids will be 3 months apart. We can do this, just 2 single Mommy's doing our thing with our babies. Who needs a Daddy when youu have Auntie Connie and Auntie Ashley?

I texted Will back Are youu fucking STUPID? That's not what I wan't, thats never been what I wanted. Youu don't need to put this on me, or Connie. Youu messed up and if youu let her do anything to that baby youu won't see mine. Youu want to work this out start there. No start by appologizing youu prick then stop her.

Guest

I dont want the baby to grow up knowing that their Daddy hates their Mommy. No child should go through that. I fell to my knees crying. I loved Will so much but he would never love me like he loved Ashely. I pulled my knees to my chest and cried hard.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:02 am

--> to Ashley. Why should I apoligize. What good would it do. Just try and keep my kid form it. It will not work out at all.

--> Connie you are not getting an abortion.

I got into my truck and I drove to her house. I let myself in. I heard her crying. I ran to her. I picked her up and held her close. "I am here. You are not getting an abortion. And maybe it was meant to be this way inbetween me and Ashley. I am not blaming you for anything. I love you. I really do and I want us to have this kid. I know how much it means to you. I could see it in your eyes when you told me. I am not letting you get rid of it. If you have called the clinic I want you to call them back right now and tell them that you are cancelling your appointment." I said to her as I kissed her forehead and I held her close. "Or when you are done crying so much."

Guest

I put my face in his chest and cried. "You might love me but you only love me as a friend. You will never love me like you love Ashely."

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:09 am

He doesn't hate youu, he couldn't. I mean look at youu. Youu are my best fucking friend for life. Lets go through this together ConStar

Keep my kid from what? Connie will see my child whenever she wants, youu on the other hand, youu are a different story. Just wait and you'll see.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:10 am

"I am pretty sure that I can. right now at this moment I love you more than I love ashley. She doesn't even want me in her life anymore. And I will not let her keep that kid from me. I want things to be right inbetween us. And I never said before that I didn't love you as much as I love Ashley I just said that I loved you differently. Which is true. But I think I love you guys equally just for different things that you do and in different way. I love you Connie. I think you are amazing and beautiful. And I want nothing more than to have this child with you." I said to her still holding her close and she cried and then I started crying to. How could I prove to her that I loved her just as much as I loved Ashley and that I am glad that she is pregnant with my child. "How can I prove it to you that I love you just as much as her if not more than I love her?" I asked her.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:14 am

Oh and PS the baby isn't yours I texted him I cheated on youu too. I hit send and started crying all over again. I needed to protect my baby even if that meant makeing me into a slut.

Andrew I told him the baby isn't his and I'm crying again.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:19 am

I heard my phone buzz.. I took it out of my pocket and I turned it off. I didn't want to talk to Ashley right now. I didn;t want to here any of it. All I cared about right now was Connie.

Guest

"Move in with me? Thats how I will know you love me. Move in with me and help me raise our child." I looked up into his eyes. I saw that he was crying. I wipped his tears away.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:22 am

ill be at ur place in 10 min.

i ran over to her place and then knocked on the door.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:23 am

We could go and get my stuff as soon as your call the clinic and tell them that you are not going for that appointment. And I might need you later on...like I mean awhile on. and how can I tell that you are going to make this work with me and not just plot against me like Ashley is. By the way I turned off my phone to also prove to you that I am not talkign to her right now and that I care about you more. I really do love you Connie & I am glad that we have this kid together to raise as our own." I said to her as I kissed her passionately on the lips. hoping to make her tears go away.

Guest

I was shocked that he kissed me and I kissed him back hard. "Ok" I whispered. I kissed him again. I'll call them back in a little bit. Kissing William felt to good right now.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:26 am

I opened the door

Comeon in, I don't know what Will will think if youu are here when he gets here but heey w.e right? I went and sat on the couch.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:28 am

i walked in and closed the door when i was in. i took off my shoes and then went to the couch and sat down trying to catch my breath.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:30 am

Youu do know you didn't have to run here right? This is officially still Wills and my place.

Subject: Re: Romantic Moments Wed Apr 28, 2010 2:33 am

"I know......but it was good to run...."