Courtney's random poems.

He left her.
when he left her
he took her world
with him.

she cries for
him at night
when her nightmares
haunt her mind.

she loved him
so damn much
that sometimes she
would cry in
his arms.

she thought that
he loved her
just as much
as she loved
him.


now she is
left with nothing
to live for.

she isnt her
her happy self
without him at
her side.

now she is
a blank slate
and is waiting
for him to
give her her
heart back.

she cannot move
on until he
does.

she will not
love again until
her heart is
warm and beating
in her chest.

until the day
he returns it
she will be
blank.

Blank and numb.

Her world was
full of flowering
trees that grew
fruit that fed
her subjects.


when she was
in the gardens
a visting prince
saw her and
admired her beauty.

he sent her gifts
he wanted to be hers
he wanted to make
her happy and
hear her laugh.

he wanted to
see her smile
reach her eyes.

a smile that
would light up
her gray-blue eyes
that reminded him
so much of the sea.

when he sent
her a necklace
that had a pendent
with a red
heart she cracked.

she met him
in the gardens.

she was wearing
the necklace he
sent her.

when he saw
it around her
neck he smiled
and hie eyes
brimmed over with
tears of joy.

he hugged her
and she hugged
him back.

their first kiss
was under a
cherry blossom tree.

it was a
sweet and loving
kiss.

the trees bloomed
their furit when
they kissed.

the trees knew
that it was
indeed true love.

she sits under
the old elm tree
wondering who she
is.

she thinks long
and hard about
who she is
to the world.

but all she
thinks is that
she is a
nobody.

that she is
not important to
the world.

she is a
shadow in her
hometown.

no one knows
of her skills
and talents.

the kids at
school ignore her.

they call her
freak and other
name that make
her feel even
more alone.

her parents are
always busy working
she takes care
of her sibblings.

she wants to
run away and
start a new
life for herself.

she wants to
fall in love.

she wants to
do so many
things that are
out of her
grasp.

the blade flashes
a glimmer of
light from the
moonbeams.

a puddle of
red marks the
white carpet of
her room forever.

her little sister
and brother find
her in her
room.

there is no
note with her
good-byes on it.

the little one
cry over her
body.

when her parents
come home they
are shocked and
stunned.

her mother faints
and her father
picks up the
knife from her
lifeless body.


she is burried
under the old
elm tree where
she use to
think.

now she rests
in a deep slumber.

but there is
no prince charming
to kiss her
pale lips and
bring her back
to life.

his cell phone
rests on his
chest.

he is waiting
for a call
or a text
from his lover.

but no call
or text makes
his phone ring.

his phone is
silent.

his beloved was
in a car
crash that ended
her life.

he hears this
the next day.

he is broken.

after a month
he say good-bye
to the world
in a note.

he has gone
to join his
beloved.

people who knew
and loved him
cried and cried.

they buried him
next to her
like he requested
in his note.

they both lie
under an old
maple tree.

this maple tree
was where their

love began and
now it is
where it will
forever be until
they are resurected
and meet again
in different bodies.

they stand in
a circle.

each gifted with
an element from
Nyx.

they are in harmony
with each other.

they give thanks
to their mother
of night

they celebrate.

they dance in the pale
moon light until it is time to go
to sleep for the day.

their dreams are peaceful
when they wake
they will go
to their classes
and learn new
things.

the cycle repeats
with no complaints
from her beloved
children.

thankies meluara.

Air you allow
us to live.
you provide summer
breezes that keep
us cool from
the heat of
the sun.

Fire you warm
us when we are cold
on winter nights.
we watch you flicker
in the fireplace
as we sit in
front of you with
blankets wrapped around us.


Water you keep
us hydrated and
alive as well.
you also give us
ponds,rivers,lakes,and the ocean
to cool ourselves off when the sun gets to be too much.

Earth. oh earth
you give us land to
live on and food from your woods
to feed our people with.
your trees grow and provide shade
and can be cut to make homes.

Spirit. If we did not
have you in our human
shells we would not
be here. you give us emotions
and allow us to connect with
the one we are ment to be with.


Elements you are
given to us
by our mother
Nyx. we thank
you for blessing
our circle and taking our
prayers to our mother
Nyx. Until we
meet again
Merry meet, merry part and merry meet again.

Moon you bless
us with light
that does not
make us sick.

you are up
when we are a new
from sleep.

you shine upon
us when are
going about the
things we must
do.

we watch you
change in the
night sky with
the stars.

keep us and
our mother Nyx
safe in your
moonbeams.

our prayers and emotions go
with you and our elements
that bless our circles
when we all gather
to pray to our mother.

our circles allow us to feel each others love.
we love you our mother and her moon.

she lays on
her bed with
a book.

the lamp next
to her bed
is on and
giving her the
light she needs
so she can read.

the books she
reads allow her
to get away
from her hellish
life.

she hates hearing
her parents fight
all time.

they fight every
night. when they
fight she reads.

her books take
her to far away
places where moms
and dads dont
fight.

she see's and
feel's the romances
even though she
has not had
a lover of
her own in
her reality.

she feels the
love of sibblings
when she has none
in her reality.

one night she
is called back
by the sound
of gun shots.

Her father killed
her mother and
himself. leaving her
to call 911
and report what
she herd and
saw.

she is whisked
away.

she gets adopted
by a loving
family.

she has the
love of sibblings
now and she
loves it.

In high shcool
she is a
heart stopper to
all the males
in her school.

she doesnt date
a single guy till
college.

on her 5th
time dating she
finaly meets her
soulmates.

he loves her
dearly and is
never going to
let her go.

he too loves
to read. they
cuddle up next
to each other.

they get married
when they graduate
from College.

from the moment she got
adopted she had a new
and happy life.

books taught her everything.
books helped through everything.

she and her love
never fight.

they live everyday being happy.
someday they will have little ones
to love and to let them have the
love of books.

all of these are amazzingg!!! your soo ood! i loved the one with the girl who took care of her siblings! i can relate to that one.

but that ones sad....she commited suicide...

well not completely relate to it but what she's going through.I love your stuff!

oh ok...thanks...i dabble in writing poems when i can.

your good at it! lol !!

*blushes* thanks....you are too.

aaaw shucks lol!

lol.

She stands on the edge
of the bridge poised
to let herself fall
into the river 100
feet below her.

He stands on the
other side egging her
on to jump and
let her life end.

He was the one
who got her the
way she is.


He could have
worn protection the
last time they
were tangled up
with each other.

when she told
him she was carrying
his child he
laughed and told
her to get an abortion.

She told him no.
she wanted to keep
her baby and
raise it with him.

then he told her
to go jump off
a bridge.

she shouldnt have
listened to him.
But she'd been
under his control
for so damn long.

she didnt want the pain
of having to tell their
child that their father didnt want
them when she so dearly did.

Now she she stands
poised to jump waiting
for any kind of sign to tell her
that she would find
love with another man
and that he would love her
and her baby the way
they deserved.

He is getting tired
of waiting for her to
fall into the air.
he gives her a hard shove.

she falls through
the air and
hits the surfce
of the water.

he runs away
while she is dead on
the surface of
the water.

But what he didnt know was that there was
someone watching him and her. that
someone called 911 and reported
what had happened.

He already had a
criminal file. he
was easy to
find and arrest.

He was sentenced
to death for
what he did
to his lover
and their unborn
child.

Is this story true?? That was so tragic,but i loved the fact he was caught! it reminded me of a movie i saw.

no....its called i was listening to music by Avril Levigne.

haha! nice one!

thanks.

court.......court your awesome!

awe...*blushes...* thanks...