Raven's Poems

Our Mistake

This memory of you
Torments me day and night
What we did just wasn't right
You said you saw a lot in me
That I was a work of beauty
My friend said all you wanted was sex
You'd leave friendships in wrecks
You wanted a kiss
Let me tell you this
You think you have me now
I can't waste my time
I was curious
And now I know
Guys aren't special at all
I made that mistake
Can she love a slut
I forgave a girl before
But can this girl forgive me
So lets say dearest asshole
I have a question was it or was it not true

Secrets

I'm hauntedd by you
The things that you do
I want to tell your friends
But then I've made
This a part of me
I had a part too
You've done that before
Telling is revealing
And I guess some secrets
Were meant for keeping

Forget the Memories

I hope one day
Eventually the pain
Will fade away
And all that will be left
Are these scars

Kryptonite

One day will the nosy
Get all they came for
Will All I unknowingly gave
Fuel the attacks
Can one day
All of my skeletons
Be used agianst me
Just Like my own personal Kryptonite

Enemy

Although you betray me
Every chance you can
My secrets and your lies
Spread across campus
Mingled like Blood & Water
I must say
For the only one you never spread
Thanks

Nightmare

Yes we talked about this
For You its all in your past
And although I admit to having done this
But what no one detects
Is that for me this is now
This inescapable Nightmare
Haunts my past and present
When you talked about it
I realized it was your past
You managed to get out of the cycle
When I get close I relapse
Falling down and starting again
Gathering all of the pieces to try until I suceed
I try hard to hid
Yet I admitted it to you
Only one other nosy bitch knows
I guess you know because you had the problem
yours was cured
Last year when I found out about another
I worked hard to helpp him
He will never know why I cared
I wanted someone to suceed where I fail
Can't this problem cease to haunt me

I don't

I don't want a lecture
I don't want council
I don't want you to think less of me
I don't want any of it, but
I can't quit

Alone

With every breath I take
Every ache the wound makes
Someone says they've been there before
I know it's not the same
No one really ever knows
Because we all know we're all alone

I love them I love our mistake the most

Thanks yeah i wrote That one after something I'm not too proud of

Ohhh...I'm sorry

Its okay and then later he came back and i told him not again its wrong and yeah it was worse the second time. . .

omg I am so sorry that has to suck.

It's okay I mean I could forgive him for the first time but not after what he did the second time.