The party girl (started)

I smiled and sing another thank you to Flame and added You two are my sister no matter what. I smiled again. I sing and spoke it too out of habbit. "Yeah I know. I miss him greatly too."

"should i go to the party fire's talking about?" i asked jane

I smiled as Flame huged us. "Yeah you should go so go. I am going to beg my dad to let me go too." I told her with a smile.

what kind of party is it and what should i wear?
i signed to fire.

ok. ill wear a dress...
i signed. she knew i needed a good time right now....she knew we all did.

do you know what guys are going to be there?.......i sort of want to hook up with someone tonight......
i signed to her... i didnt know what she would say back....

i nodded and bit my lower lip.....in my mind for some reason if i had sex with one of the guys it made me forgot about things for a little while...

i love you,fire., i texted to her.

im a terrible person,fire....i use sex to forget about things even if its just for a few hours....and the mans arms that around me that clearly dont belong to a man that loves me for who i am......
i signed to her with a frown and my eyes welling up with tears.

in 30 minutes. thats when my meeting gets out. but go ahead. you know where the spare key is.
i texted to her.

I hugged May, honey we all have our own way to escape, that doesn't make you a terrible person. I smiled and wiped the tears from her eyes, she was like a sister to me.I looked at the message from Tony and I smiled. I looked back at May, If anyone asks I went home sick okay I paused with my signing, If my parents call you looking for me can you say that I decided to spend the night at your place?

Okay baby, I'll be waitting.

actualy i think i am going to leave after math class.....but yes...i can...i need some time to myself...use some of my saved up money to buy a new dress....
i signed.

i smiled. i couldnt wait for the meeting to be over i was starting to get hard in my pants thinking about fire and what might be waiting for me when i got home.

when the meeting was let out i went to my ford mustang gt and drove to my place.

i stayed for my math class and that got a nurses leave.

(i thought you said your char was deaf......)

i went up to my place.

((wow, sorry I got the rps mixed up,))

I was laying on Tony's bed waitting for him, I was cold cuz he had the ac on and I was wearing my sun dress that he had loved.

((I tried to edit it but my computer is acting up again))

(its ok)

i went in. i turned off the AC and went to my room.

((haha thanks))

I smiled from under the covers, Welcome home, how was the meeting? I got up and gave him a kiss

i hugged and kissed her back.
the meeting was boring. im glad to be home.
i signed to her. she was wearing the dress i loved on her....

i went to the mall and started going to the stores i normaly went to.