The party girl (started)

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I woke up to me alarm clock those damn flashing lights really got to me. I looked at the time 7, you have got to be joking me? I got up for the day and found that I had a new bruise I guess I desevered that one... I went got dress so that the brusies I had were covered, my mom signed to me, how was your night? I wanted to laugh if she knew everything that I did then she and my father wouldn't be happy. It was good we just sat around and talked. That was a total lie we all got drunk and had sex with each other, I got into another fight with my boyfriend cuz he thinks I am cheating on him, I'm off to school bye. I drove to school in and waitted to see if I could find any of my friends from last night

I get up feeling sore from yet nother long night. I looked over to see he didn't leave me after he was done with me. I wanted to started to cry but I couldn't give him that pearsure. I side out of bed to turn off my almar for school.

"Oh hun you know you can stay home and be with me all day." Dad smiled at me as he moved the sheets to show off what he had in the morning.

"I can't dad..." I said biteing my lips. "You ketp me from school yesterday. If I don't go today they will think something is up and come and take you to jail..." I added even though I would love to have him in jail.

He moves over to me and Slap my face. "YOu Slut I know your out having sex well all the boys." he pulled my hair and forced me back down and went to town on me

As soon as he was done with me leaven a few new buries on me. He had to get up and get readly for work. I moved quickly to get readly if I moved fast I would make it with time to spare.

"You better be here when I get home! you got me Mary?" he called at out me

I closed my eys and yelled back "Whatever Asshole!" as I took off to my car. Once at school I pulled up next Flame and get out and sign to her "hey"

I still lived with my with my mom and dad. but things still werent the same without my big brother Don. i got up and went to school.


I was at a meeting with the other Mafia members.

(i will come in later...hehehehe)

I looked down and sigh then looked at her and sign and say low. I am afraid that if they did him in I would most likely be sent away. I pused for a moment. I don't want to go away. You and May and the guys are all that I go lift. I could feel a tear fall. I was missing Don greatly. I heard you and Tony again... I just sign that last part. She told me this once but didn't want anyone to know it.

i went to my to my class. i needed good grades so i could get out of here someday....

we talked about this and that. but i had May and Fire on my mind.

I bite my lips and think about it for a moment. Let me think about it okay. I smiled at her as I was done sign out my message. I smiled at her then tap my watch as always she knew that it mean it was time for us to run to class. Okay yeah it was not like it was the real sign and everything it was our talk like every other teenage girl have their own way of talking.

i had english class first. i liked this class...i could write whatever i wanted to.

right now they were probably in their first period classes. i had graduated from high school early. i liked to think i had a good head on my shoulders.

I didn't remember what class she had first so I sign what class do you have first I forgot. I walked with her looking around for May. I felt kind of stupid as she must hadn't seen me sign as she walked into English class. I forgot that Flame, May, and myself all had the same class first together.

not much. just trying to live another day without dissapearing.
i signed to her.

I saw what May had sign. I took my sit I liked that we sat close and we call could see each other hands so we could sign back and forth to each other. I hear you on that one. I sign to them.

mom and dad still arent themselves and its been a year......
i signed.

I bite my lips and thought they are not the only ones that not back to normal. I just looked straight. Not sure what to say. I saw what Flame signed and sigh. Dad wants me home tonight...

I smiled at her and text her back Okay but this wont be like this if I didn't let Don go that night.... I looked down I did blame myself a bit for Don.

i hugged Dons first and only girlfriend....don had ment so much to anyone who had known him.


fire wanted to throw a party so we were.

I smiled and hug may back and try not to cry. I sign a thank you and then text Flame back I know... I can't help it... I laught a bit as Flame fliped off some of the cheerleaders group.

"nothings right without him around...."i said to jane.....


we were having the party at my place.