The party girl (started)

i signed i love you and then put my arms around her again.

"What do you want to talk about?" i asked him

I looked at Don. "I know.. it time to go I guess. Fire never told me when the party was really going to started but I guess it was right." i said with an airly laugh.

"Can i come with you?" i asked her

I looked at him. "Yes you can." I said with a smiled. "I don't want to be alone anymore..."

i smiled. i leaned in and sort of kissed her.

I kissed back as tears started to build back up as could feel his lips but couldn't really hold him as he kissed me.

i kissed her some more and then stepped back.

"Well I am not sure how to put this so I will just bluntly say it. Will you go out with me?: I asked her hoping she would say yes. there was a couple of girls that I liked in our group. I really really liked this other girl, but I think she has a boyfriend but I am not sure. I like May too but I am just not sure on who I want to be with so I am going to give it a try with May first.


((oh my god I hate have characters that are played out to be man whore's and I guess in the end he won't be. But he ahs to find his true feelings and who they are for...Ugh...sorry Xavier...))

i smiled. i had liked X for a fews years now.....but id never known if he liked me back.....now i wish i was still a virgin...."Yes."

i smiled. "I'd love too"

I looked at him then looked down before heading for my car.

i followed her.

I drive to Tony's place. I walked to the back when I get there. "Hey Tony!" I called out to him as I could hear loud music. "Sounds like I am late.." I said to don.

"Or the first one here love." i said to her.

i waved but kept dacing with fire.

I smiled at Fire and Tony was danceing and getting along for once. I look over at Don and laughed. "If I am it wouldn't be like me." I walked up to them so Fire can see that I made it. She had her eyes close as she dance and grinded Tony so I smile and head to get a drink.

i followed her to the drink table.

I took a glass and started to mix with oregan juices whiskey and volkad strined with a strair and drop a few ice cudes in and started to drink it. It had be came my normal drink after Don had die. It was the only think that would allow me to forget about watching beside his sister as he took his last breathe in the hospatial.

"I didnt know you drank" i said to her

I looked over at him. "I started to drink after..." I said as I looked at my glass. "It not all bad babe. How many times you had asked me to loosen up and have a drink with you?" I asked him with a smile.

"Its not the same if i cant drink with you"

"I guess your right hun. Soon though we both can get shit faced with each other." I said to him as I took a drink. I looked around the backyard. "I wounder where everyone was at..." I said. I started to bite my lip wanting to talk to fire but didn't have the heart to take her way from Tony.

"Back in my body...." i said softly....i moved closer to her and whispered in her ear "And then i can also make love to you"